Two posts ago, I wrote that I was jealous, that I was left out, etc.... I deleted that from the post because it seemed to be sending a mixed message... I would just like to clarify that, while I am not always mature, I would not hopefully be so immature to be sending hidden messages in a post to someone that I was hurt by. My jealousy and left-outedness had nothing to do with friends or family... but something I feel I am good at and was overlooked for.
God is forever smoothing out my rough edges and being "overlooked" is a great thing ;-D... in the long run. It makes one ponder who God has really made them to be and that one's worth is not in doing, even doing something they may be gifted in.
It will take the whole of this life to smooth out my rough edges, I hope to always be submissive to His loving hand.
"But indeed, O man, who are you to reply against God?
Will the thing formed say to him who formed it,
“Why have you made me like this?”